Feeling blah this morning. Down, really. Not sure why. Maybe just bills and Ian and our marriage and no car – all hitting me at once. dammit
I hate feeling like this. I already took my pills, and I checked – I haven’t been missing my night pills either. Not sure wtf is wrong.
I cleaned the house yesterday. Do I do it again? I guess you could say it needs it. Sort of. These boys make a mess wherever they go. I’m leaving the living room for them. I am not picking up after people who should be grown up enough not to make the mess in the first place.
Damn i wish I didn’t feel like this. I need to snap out of it.