Ok, not sure how long I’ll be back here for. Just feeling bad lately. What else is new.
DOc said that Ian’s numbers are lower than before, and that we need to understand that procedures help more when they are performed earlier than later. Like GTubes and spinal rods and … oh geesh I don’t even remember what she said after that. It’s really happening. This is really happening and there is nothing I can do to stop it. I’ll look back on these days and think how easy it was and how right around the corner was the whammy. I’m going to remember how I feel right now, looking at my son…. playing his game….. happy and unaware…..
ok, time to go for now. GOIng to try to go into more detail. Just not sure if i can. But I want to. I need to. For later.