Psych test today. Finish eng paper today (10 pages, of which I have 0 written – BUT i have about 8 pages of notes and 8 extensive block quotes to add in – so I think I’m cool). Finish argument analysis today – 1 page, almost all written but I must redo with new notes i have. Biology test tomorrow. Study all night. What’s left of it after the papers.
then i’m done. done done done – for a month anyway. ian has two appts and i have one during that month, so all is cool.
i bought mb2’s girlie a really cute fleece throw, a pretty gemstone locket that really isn’t a locket but oh well, and some christmas socks. Is that good?
i bought the kiddo living here a long sleeve tshirt, a short sleeve tshirt, and a paid of sweats. is that good?
and what about A? who sort of lives here but really never asked never bothers to knock and never asks if there’s enough food for him to stay and eat – which usually doesn’t bother me but money is tight and i have to buy 5lbs of meat again instead of 3 and it gets expensive. I only bought enough country fried steaks for 8 of us – not 9. But he sat down and he ate my share without blinking. And dont think I didnt say outloud to md when he got home – no, i didn’t eat, there wasn’t enough. Did A say anything? Nope. Did he do anything? No. Does he offer to clean dishes or take out the trash? No.
I’m having an L flash back.
I will help you until the cows come home, even if that means we all sacrifice a little. But when my kids ask for seconds and I have to say no because you invited your damn self to dinner – I have a problem with that.
I just don’t know how to tell him. I bought J a stocking because HE LIVES HERE. I didn’t buy one for A because he only ‘flops’ here, he doesn’t do shit to help out, he does pay a damn thing, and J will go get mb3 from work at night on his own dime – and fuel is a high commodity around here. Anyway, A went and bought himself a HUGE stocking and hung it on the doorknob next to the rest of the stockings. Do I have to fill it now? Do I have to buy him something? I honestly don’t have any extra buying stuff for the other two.
Gawd. I hate being nice sometimes.