Thank you Susan. Yes, it was hard for me to call. But you know what? I don’t know what’s gotten into me, but this week ….

I called ATT when the whole mess with the stolen phone started.

I called Dave and Busters TWICE – once to reserve the party for MB4, and the second time to change shit around.

I called the shrink’s office after the ordeal yesterday.

I called the patient advocate today – although I did cry all the way through. Sigh.

I ANSWERED the PHONE FOUR FUCKING TIMES this week. FOUR! And you know what? I didn’t even recognize the numbers – turns out 2 were bill dudes. AND I WAS SOOOOOOO NICE…… to all of them. I even looked up the lawyer’s name to give to these people.

Not sure – but I think someone should check on hell. I’m thinking it’s a bit nippy there. I NEVER use the phone. Well, I call mom and MS and J and MD – but just family and friends. I simply don’t use the phone. If it’s an out of area – no way Jose. But this week? Geebus.

I’m proud of myself too Susan. And what’s more – I didn’t even think about it. I just answered it or dialed the number. Usually before I make a phone call I sit and stress about it for 30 minutes and plan out what I’m going to say. It’s a nightmare. Cause then you have to pretend to know what they’re going to say .,…

gawd I’m crazy