On a positive note, I took my pills last night. Go me. Shit, let me go take this morning’s pills….

MB2 made the dean’s list again. Very proud of him. Especially if you knew how hard he has to try in order to get those good grades. He’s not a mad scientist. He’s just an average kiddo pulling in some fantastic grades. Very very proud of him.

I hope they ‘remember’ this someday. This blog. They know about it, but I don’t think anybody reads it. I hope they all at least it once when they get older. They’re aren’t very many pictures of me around because I’m not too fond of what I look like, but at least they can have this – and this gives more of a picture of me than anything else I can think of. Remind whoever tends to this blog after I die to save it for the children. It’s not that hard to save the data base and then pop it into a new one. Or save the text files of the posts/comments. And if no one comes here after I die ….. well that would suck real bad. I would hope at least MD or MS or Michelle would come here and wrap shit up. Right Michelle? Right MS? Direct MD on what to do. I know I’ve told you both before, but I’m sending the info again. Not sure why. Maybe it’s my day to get hit by that Mac Truck. We’ll see.

Damn, let me go do that….

Done. Now let me get dressed. My brain feels like it was turned on this morning for the first morning in awhile.

SO WHY DON”T I FAITHFULLY TAKE MY PILLS? cuz I’m an idiot.