I’m still sad. I’m still depressed. I still have days when I wonder if life would be better without me in it.
But I’m also very happy. I’m very much in love with my husband. I live less than one hour from each kiddo. I have a beautiful grandbaby. I lost that pesky 10lbs – just to find out that you still have to do fucking situps to get rid of the gut. Dammit.
I need ideas. I have 20 years of digital pictures. How do I get them to each kid? thumb drives? cloud? there are thousands. 12gb. I don’t want any fights, so I want everyone to have them all.
And with that, I’m off. My sexy husband is giving me his bedroom eyes.