I’m about to be friendless because I’m about to write a text that would eliminate my friends with P. I haven’t written it yet but I know what it will say. I’m going to wait until tomorrow and if I still feel the same way I’m going to send it.
And I decided that with J I’m going to wait until she’s ready to come to me . I’m sick of sending texts and emails that she never respond to.
I feel like an idiot. Like I’m putting myself out there and nobody gives a shit. So I’m done. I have my life and my kids and my husband, and I’ll have them back in my life when they make the first step.
thank God I have this blog.