Moody Mama

He doesn’t have school on Tuesdays due to the infusion of the exon skipping drug, so we let him stay up late on Mondays. Which means one of us has to stay awake because he can’t get himself to bed. I mean, he’s in his bed – but someone has to turn the fan on, […]

But I rarely do what I’m supposed to do, so what the hell. I want to post an update, so I’ll be gathering pictures tomorrow. I’m excited, I like updates. I get to reflect on all of us, and see how we’ve grown and how we’ve stayed the same. The kids are all grown ass […]

For real. No shitting around. Things went well today. That’s to be celebrated. I a n ‘s doctor appointment was good. His lung scores were better than last time. Heart scores weren’t done because they were done in January when he was sick. The scores I can’t find in his portal. THOSE are the ones […]

All alone and I can’t think of a damn thing to do. I should clean or read or cook, but I would rather sit here and fuck around. I have a doc appt in an hour. Just getting clearance for foot surgery. Might as well get everything done that I needed to get done. This […]

I’m still sad. I’m still depressed. I still have days when I wonder if life would be better without me in it. But I’m also very happy. I’m very much in love with my husband. I live less than one hour from each kiddo. I have a beautiful grandbaby. I lost that pesky 10lbs – […]

Been waiting 30 years to fix this neuroma in my foot. I have one in the other foot too, but it’s only a few years old. It doesn’t hurt anywhere near the same. I’m just happy to get it done while I’m out for this bladder surgery. Two birds with one stone. It’s our anniversary […]

But I keep getting sidetracked. J a s o n will be here soon and I haven’t got shit done. I wish I could change this fucking theme. I want my flag back. I have about 3 weeks left of leave before I have to go back. I’ve enjoyed my time off, but I am […]

My last post isn’t there. I spent an hour on that fucking thing. I can’t even remember what it was about. Dammit. Saw the grandbaby for Easter. She’s so adorable. And grumpy. And fussy. Hopefully she’ll grow out of it. Going to KC for a few days for our anniversary. I’m excited. We’re going to […]

They have an internship lined up to be virtual if I a n wants it. I think that’s awesome. I think the school is awesome for customizing a job to meet his needs. I love that school. When he graduates next year, we will have spent 22 years total at the three schools here in […]

I cannot get this blog shit to work out. I have no idea what I’m doing anymore because everything is different than it was 10-15 years ago when I wrote code. Oh well. No sense bitching about it. Let’s see. Grand baby is growing every fucking second. She’s adorable. She has tongue and lip tie? […]